Chapter 33
He walks out to greet me. light brown curly hair and olive skin with the biggest blue eyes you ever saw.]]
My mechanic kussel is the hottest man in Greenville, not in a handsome bachelor kind of way. In a subtle the way he smiles kind of way
Getting my car serviced in the highlight of my life.
He smiles and our gate stays locked for a beat longer than it should. “Been Lang since I have you, Violet.”
“Well “I drag my hand through my hair, he makes me giddy. I can’t have my car serviced any more than I do. Ruas. I think they call that stalking.”
“You can talk me any day The aur warls between us
My eyes drop to the tight blue jeans and his red flannelette check shir
He has thick glands and ropey vel
Iropey veins down bis for big broad shoulders
Everything about Buss screams
ama raw, unfiltered man ||
We’ve had this flirty hanter going on for over a year now but it never seems so eventuate to anything. I know he’s single and not a player, but that’s all i really know he lives a line out of town and grew up here, but the rest of him is a mystery. From what I gather, nobody seems to know much about him.|||
He leans his behind on my car and russes his feet at the ankles. You know, I’ve been thinking” “About what?””}]
“How.” He cut himself of
“What?” 1 ask impatiently. “Coon” “Do you want to go at some time? The floor spins
“Like on a date?”
“Yeah.” He gives me a smile. “I know you have the twins and it’s not? –“]]
“I have a nanny now.” I cut him off
His eyebrows shout up. “You do?”
“th–huh,” I shrug: “So, I can go wut now thug again. “I mean, not all the time, but sometimes, 1 have allude wore freedom”
He smiles and I feel it all the way to my ides. “Saturday night?“|||
I pick you up around seven?” he asks,
Is this really happening?)
He walks over to me. “You know, you’re saying uh huh a lot.” de lakes my face in his hands and looks down at me
The air leaves my lungs at his touch, and the only thing that will come out of my mouth is a wrak “Uh–huh–1]
“You should prodibly kiss me to get me through until Saturday_uhlut(?“||
His lips lærush mane, softly but with the perfect amount of pressure |
We kiss again and again and he pulls back i Birks liis lips as he stares down ine. “Your car isn’t the unly thing I need in service today ” “What?” I giale shocked ||
| oil change.” He laughs ||
THIVAL
“For me, I meant for me.”
want for me.”]
ing at him. I have in get to work.”
“sure you dil* I pull out of his grip and walk backward so 1 can keep looking
“How are you getting there?”
“Mr. Holdsworth, my neighbor, is picking me up from the main road, he’s out there waiting.”
“Did you forget something?”
“Nope, I think my work is done here this morning
He gives me a sexy smile. Tim going to need your keys.”
“oh, right” Emburransed. I dig through my bag and felds my keys and hand them over, he grab me all rough like and kisses me again. “You behave in Mr. Holdsworth’s cat DOW“]
I burst out laughing. He’s eighty–nine“]
“you could bring a
g a petrified rock back to Life with that kiss
I walk off toward the main road and I can feel his eyes watching me, and I have to concentrate on not jumping in the air and kicking up my heels in excitement.]
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Saturday night, 708pm
Headlights shine up
street and a car slowly pulls up in the driveway. “He here,” Maria calla.||
“Okay,” I call back. Ever since Rus and Iked last Tuesday, I’m like a little kid at Christmas. He woke something up in me that had been long forgotten, and i don’t remember ever being this exiled for a date
I think I’ve timed a corner and finally realized its okay to want something for me. It’s taken me three years of being a mom and many lectures from Deb and Maria to realize that don’t need to feel guilty every time I do something that doesn’t revolve around my kids. I guess I always felt that, because I’m doing this parent thing on my own, that they should get every ounce of me and my time.||
Tought that changes, no more all or nothing. I need to find a balance, happy home life and a man who I smuk, who am I kidding?
I want a hot man to fuck me well, to use my body like I want to use his.[]
It’s been way!
too long!
A kock sounds at the door, and my heart skip a beat Maria and I purposely wore the kids out today and did every activity on earth so that we could get them to bed before I go out. That way I have no excuse the preoccupied with worrying about what’s going on at home, we both know me too well.
“Hello.” I hear Maria’s voice as she opens the door
nussel.” (its deep voice echoes through the house.
the mirror, I’m Wearing a black fined dress that Deb and I bought during the werk, my hair is down and I’m wearing makeup and black-
lingerie
Lingerie
With my heart beating hard in my diet, i come down the stairs to see pussel standing at the front door with a house bunch of f be undes softly. “HL” He looks up and down “You look beautiful “||
He passes me the flowers and I early
into a puddle ||
Помета. Онг eyes meet and
“11 put those into some water, you two get going “Mana smiles as she looks between us as we stare at each other []
wika. ” I pati ber the flowers and float out the dour and out to Russel’s truck. He opens the door for me and then leans in. “Do you have any idea how
Herdis has lips. “Aren’t I supposed to wait until the end of
1 of the date
- date to do that?”
“Nope.” I grab his face and bring it down to mine, our lips touch and the kin is long, slow, and deep. “Dinner?” 1 1
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“What?” he pintii innervate with arequal. We kiss aZAIN bagan and I can feel his erection as it leans sp
Around scams through my body like a fire truck, we can’t go out take this
car your house?” 1 pant against his lips.]
“Works for me.” He slams the door shut and nearly runs around to the driver’s side
What the hell? We didn’t even make it out of my driveway
We’re like animals.
I don’t remember driving to his house, I don’t remember getting out of the car or what furniture he has inside.||
All I know is that now I’m in Russel’s bedroom and his eyes roam up and down my body as he slowly peels ony dress off.
The Lights are dimmed and the room is quiet, every breath between us is magnified.||
Thump, thump, thump goes my heart. It’s been a long time since someone has seen me naked as
||
de had two children since then. What if he doesn’t like what
Say something
“You are so gorgeous. Violet” he murmurs as he takes my face in his hands and kisses me deeply. “You’re all I think abonit“|||
He throws me back onto the bed and spreads my legs, he looks up at me as he licks me there and I nearly jump off the bent ||
The first time he touched me was with his tongue. I smile goofily up at the ceiling
I need this
